Fertility Update...

So I just finished the first round of fertility and had a pregnancy test today. It came back negative. I am a little crushed, not really taking the news well. I had several friends all want me to call them with the news, but I have no urge to see or talk to anyone. It is frustrating when you want something so bad, and things are going well, doctors and nurses are encouraged by the results they are getting and nothing comes of it. So, once again, on day three, I will be starting the clomid to get more help. Not really looking forward to the hormones, but I want this. I know that I am ment to have more children, my family is just not complete. There are children up there with Heavenly Father and the rest of my family that are waiting for us. Going to cry, so leaving it there.