Update...

So for those of who have been following this and for my sanity, I went to the doctor today for more blood tests and another ultra-sound. Good news and bad news. Good news, I have six eggs ready, bad news, they are on the side that does not work anymore. I am alittle disappointed, since this was our last chance to try before Gerry leaves for a year. I am trying to look at the bright side of things. I am going to make an appointment to see my doctor, have the much put off yearly check up and talk to him about getting the lap band done since I am almost a hundred pounds overweight and just work on losing the weight while Gerry is in Iraq. Maybe with the added pounds off, we will have a better chance of having more children. I am also going to look into adoption, so if any of you have advice or can just talk to me about it, it would be great.

Fertility Update...

So I just finished the first round of fertility and had a pregnancy test today. It came back negative. I am a little crushed, not really taking the news well. I had several friends all want me to call them with the news, but I have no urge to see or talk to anyone. It is frustrating when you want something so bad, and things are going well, doctors and nurses are encouraged by the results they are getting and nothing comes of it. So, once again, on day three, I will be starting the clomid to get more help. Not really looking forward to the hormones, but I want this. I know that I am ment to have more children, my family is just not complete. There are children up there with Heavenly Father and the rest of my family that are waiting for us. Going to cry, so leaving it there.